Philippians 1:21 (NASBStr)
For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain.
Paul is writing this letter to the believers in the city of Philippi from a prison in Rome. He always wanted to go to Rome, but didn't realize it would be in chains with a praetorian guard (see v. 13). He is telling the Philippians to have all joy in whatever they do for Christ because Christ is the ultimate victor in all things life (see chapter 2). In the process of that encouragement, Paul is staring death right in the face ... or, could be. He doesn't know what the future holds, He only knows (as the song goes) who holds his future. And, because of that belief he can pen the above line. He is not sure if he will die (which he believes is a far better option) or if he will suffer and stay (which he believes is good for them, but not him). Perhaps this is the ultimate test of our faith and peace in Christ. When we can face death and know that, even in the pain of death, nothing separates us from the love of Christ (Romans 8:36-39). Paul knew that he was facing death, like we all are. Yet,, the peace he had in being in the love of Christ made it possible for him to live, not only victorious, but joyfully. It also allowed him to encourage others to live the same way. There is one thing to have a counselor or pastor or friend, who are great people and serve great needs, tell you to be joyous in adversity; but it is quite another thing to have someone in prison facing a possible beheading to pen the above phrase and encourage you to take on the same attitude. We (today's believers) can get so petty in our complaining. If the local wifi doesn't allow us to surf the net fast enough we think we are having a bad day. If we have to work with a co-worker who is socially challenged we complain all evening upon our return from work. Yet, in the midst of death Paul rejoiced and encouraged others to rejoice. The test of our maturity in Christ is that we can see the beauty in death (as a stepping stone to Christ) and encourage others to live in light of it. No ... to live desiring it!